Ed Melia, NIACE Press Officer
Throughout ALW there will be many examples of the way learning completely
transforms lives, but few will illustrate that transformational power better
than the story of Stewart Holland from Didsbury – the winner of this years
Express Newspaper’s Adult Learner Award.
Stewart left school at sixteen, and did a number of different jobs. His time in the transport industry encouraged him to set up his own courier business. As part of a NIACE series of podcasts celebrating ALW, I spoke to Stew who began by telling me about how he was building the business up in the first couple of years.
Stewart Holland
It was hard work, twenty four hours a day, seven days a week, Christmas Day,
New Years Day. A lot of the things we delivered were things like transplant
organs, and you can never tell when you are going to have to do one of them.
It just about started to reap the rewards, the business, we’d got a great team in place and we were set to go places. Yeah, definitely.
Ed Melia
And then what happened?
Stewart Holland
I got attacked in Manchester. I ended up with a serious head injury and
while I was in hospital I was told that there was nobody who take over the
business, that I’d have to close. Which is what happened. Unfortunately, I had a
great team, but the majority were just drivers really. There was no-one who
could have done the financial side and kept it going so I had to close.
Ed Melia
How did that make you feel, coupled with the fact that you suffered a serious
assault.
Stewart Holland
Devastated. It was as though I had climbed to the top of a mountain and then got
pushed off. That’s literally how it felt. It’s the only way I could describe it.
I’d worked hard as a career in transport and then I worked doubly hard in my own
business and to stop it was just heartbreaking. It was hard work – it really
was.
Ed Melia
How did you rebuild your life?
Stewart Holland
Slowly. I don’t remember anything of the attack. I’d never been a nervy person,
I was always quite confident. I’ve lived in the area most of my life, and I
became a prisoner. I just wouldn’t move out of my apartment at certain times.
Life fell apart. It really did.
Medical advice really got me to go back into college to start mixing and mingling again and to rebuild.
Ed Melia
It sounds like a slightly weird prescription though to say “go back to
college”. What was your reaction.
Stewart Holland
Nervous. It was unfamiliar and it felt like being back in a classroom. It
was tough, but a great crowd. I had great people around me and I soon made a lot
of very good friends.
Ed Melia
Tell me about the course. What was the course?
Stewart Holland
I did two. I did history and geography and passed both. I also had a bit of
a set back half way through. As the business closed it was quite stressful as
you can understand. There wasn’t a lot of money left at the time. It was ticking
over and starting to make a profit but fourteen redundancy packages and bills
and things like that I had to end up being made bankrupt. It’s a lot to cope
with on top of everything else, and I had an ulcer which burst in my stomach
round about Christmas time, so I spent three weeks in hospital while they
cleared all the infection out which was time off college. Just before Easter as
we were getting near the end I fell behind a little bit again and because I had
to go in and have the operation I was off for about another ten days then, and
despite always trying to follow medical advice, I was determined (because I had
been accepted to university if I completed the course) so I went back in (with
my stapled up stomach) and passed. I got all my coursework in to complete the
course. I’m quite proud and I’m not bragging but I finished with straight A’s
all the way through so I was really pleased and I enjoyed the full experience.
I’m at university now. I’m enjoying that.
Ed Melia
Did you ever imagine that you might one day end up at university?
Stewart Holland
I thought once you’d closed the door on your education…I had genuinely thought
that was it. I didn’t realise there were opportunities to go back. I didn’t
expect when I started off on the journey to end up at university…I expected to
go and study at college, and one thing led to another.
Ed Melia
How do your think learning has helped you as part of your rehabilitation?
Stewart Holland
A lot. Up to going to college I was seeing a psychologist on a regular basis
– no confidence – it just really did take it out of me. No purpose; no focus,
nothing I was just literally sat in here looking at the four walls. It’s helped
enormously. Absolutely enormous. It’s giving me a plan to rebuild and a
direction.
I have met some wonderful people, some great friends, and my confidence is…well I’m still wary obviously I don’t think that’ll ever go away…overall my confidence is a hundred time what it was before I started.
Ed Melia
What are your plans for the future?
Stewart Holland
To succeed at university. Obviously to follow the medical advice and
guidelines that they are still giving me. And roughly they are going to
coincide, the neurologist is saying, I should be finished within another two
years. Two years time I would have finished university so it’s going to coincide
well, and hopefully if he gives me the thumbs up then (with some guidelines and
structure of what I can do) it’s back in to some sort of career as quick as
possible.
I think the motivation will never go away to try and get back in to the workforce. I’m sure I can get there and I’m sure I will do. I’m determined I will.
Ed Melia
How would you put into words the influence that learning has had on your
life.
Stewart Holland
Immense. Absolutely immense. From my situation on a personal basis, I don’t
know what would have happened, I genuinely don’t, but I can only think the
worst. But my life was really, really low and I had nothing to look forward to,
whereas now I’ve got everything to look forward to again, and it’s down to the
support of everybody – the friends and pals that I mad at college and
university, and my teaching support – it’s completely changed me. My parents
will tell you the same, and friends that knew me before would tell you the same.
It has given me a massive, massive boost – as big a boost as anything the
medical team have done really. I’d recommend it to anybody, absolutely anybody,
and I’m not saying that to sell newspapers or websites. That is genuine,
absolutely genuine.